blessings & greatness to all.... love to the world.....
I am actually using this as a outlet i am feeling so angry and hurt ....
the occurances which bring me to this place as to do with other peoples , hate, disregard and the lack of humanity toward others.. i thank my father for the humanity love and concern god has blessed me with....
as i write i have five children with me... two are my god daughters two are my grandchildren and one is my youngest daughter. i resided in a home in a neighboorhood where i and my children where targeted because i am a single black woman with children...
they local officials conspired to get us out of the area...although we had done nothing to provoke their actions except for being of brown complexion...my home was set a fire twice i cant prove who did it but i have a preponderence of evidence. the ultimate occurance was that i qualify for housing subsidy due to my income. my housing subsidy was fraugelently ceased. at this time we dont have a permanet residence.... and we are in need of help , actually a sense of humanity... one of the reasons i believe these people are seeking to destroy my stability is because a few years ago i filed a civil law suit against the entire city.
these people are so evil when redcross came to assist after the second fire the local muncipality stated we did not need help, although there was a fire at our home.
i am at the place where i must ask god to take the action of seeking to cause bodily harm to those who seek my demise. BUT I KNOW MY GOD IS GREAT AND PRESENT... ALTHOUGH I AM CLEARLY AWARE OF MY GODS PRESENCE. MY HUMAN EXISTENCE IN MY PHYSICAL BEING STILL FEELS THE ANGER AND PAIN INSIDE. MORE SO, BECAUSE MY CHILDREN ARE GOING THROUGH THE INSTABILITY.... I AM NOT DESTITUTE I AM NOT A BUM.... I AM REQUIRE ASSISTANCE.. AND HELP IN OBTAINING A HOME FOR MY CHILDREN... I NEEDED TO COMMUNICATE WHAT I AM FEELING TO DECREASE THE FEELINGS OF WANTING TO CAUSE HARM TO THOSE WHO HAVE DONE THIS...
